Sunday, October 21, 2007

As the year is ending soon... with around 67 more days to 31 Dec 2007.. and 1 Jan 2008.... when is it so fast? I have yet to really enjoy the new year.. :(

making new year plans again?? looking back to my old list, I think I have fulfil some of the listed wishes... but i tink there are still roooms for improvement... hope b4 the year end.. I will have clear at least a few of the wishes... :)

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10/21/2007 12:48:00 AM

Sunday, October 14, 2007

hai~~ Y am i the eldest child.... somemore.. eldest son of the family... headache....

Parents are getting old... cant expect them to work till very old rite?? sometimes i really wonder.. do all my siblings noe wat are they doing?? do they noe they have to grow up one day and take care of the family.. and not the family taking care of them...

younger sister.. alr of mature age.. but still tink like a child.. forever nv grow up.. tell her abit only KPKB back.. say we "control" her too much... she wan freedom.. yeah freedom till home like hotel.. come back change.. bath then go out...can I depend on her to help out too?

youngest sister.. dunno wat is she tinking.. finish ITE.. dun wanna to stay in McDonald as a 2nd Assistant Manager.. earning basic of $1600(gross) a month... quit.. join other place.. say there too stress.. cannot work.. quit again.. then go back McDonald as Part time FM taking hrly pay $5.20? dunno if she is going to find a full time job or going back to study? always stays at home.. do nothing juz watch TV.. slp.. eat.. she is also another one who tinks she is always right... everyone muz be at her command.. everyone muz give in to her.. hai..Can I depend on her also?

youngest brother.. cant depend much coz still schooling.. yet to complete ITE.. he is actually very clever.. only mix with wrong company then become like tat.. hai~~ always tink buying 4D.. smokes.. waste $$... own bike... which he cant even afford to support himself.. go and support bike.. haven even enter army... if enter how? owe the whole world $$ ma? after NS will he be continuing to study? or work?. can i depend on him??

hai~~ really dunno.. i keep telling myself.. to stand strong.. to stay happy.. but in me.. i still can escape the other side of me.. hai~~ sometimes.. i am really lost.. dunno wat to do.. work stress.. family stress.. money stress... everything stress... In front of all my friends.. colleagues.. family members.. relatives... i always Portrait a very smiley face.. very happy feeling.. always enjoying everything.. but who can i really tok to on this? maybe only to my blog... hai~~ sometimes i really feel like crying out.. of coz not to let other see la.. but the thing is... i also dunno can cry out or not.. the feeling is so hai~~

sometimes i really envy those who have born with a silver spoon, bronze spoon (if any) or anyone who is born with out worries in the future.. coz all are planned for..

Can I juz leave the world and forget all these problems?

Now that i make up mymind to go further studies.. to obtain a degree... hai~~ meaning more $$.. meaning more saving less spending.. hai~~ so pls DUN ASK ME WHERE IS YOUR GIRLFRIEND... coz how to support when u cant even support urself? so dun ask me tat qns again..

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10/14/2007 11:59:00 PM

Rotting at home the whole day.. but nvm.. a good rest for me also. coz was having fever since Friday hai~~ why am i so weak??

Monday will I noe my future gonna be?? hahaha

Which Uni degree shd I go for?? RMIT Degree in Business(Management) or UOL Degree(Hons) in Management?

hai dunno ah!! headache.. hmm if i go for the private degree... meaning.... My Australia trip is going to DELAY :*(

Going for Private Degree means cutting down on my expenses :( hai~~ back to poverty...

UOL

S$23,300 to S$24,200 for 12 units/three years

RMIT
Part-time Programme
S$22,256.00 (Pathway A : 2 1/2 years)
S$17,976.00 (Pathway B : 2 years) -Mine should be these course I am from Poly ma.. then with working experience
S$13,375.00 (Pathway C : 1 1/2 years)

WHICH ONE SHOULD I GO FOR???

Will I stay in Gov job? or will i venture back to private sector after my degree??

Hai Lost :(

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10/14/2007 10:16:00 PM

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

hmmm almost a year since i left McDonald and joined the current job.. and guess wat.. i need to go thru the same depression of getting out of my comfort zone and go into something more challenging.. more future.. is it good or is it bad? i really dunno..

Y they tink so highly of me.. :( is really stress hai.. but is it good or is it bad?

in the end.. i choose to remain in the comfort zone for the time being coz i believe i am not ready for the change for the time being.. sorry for those who I have disappointed

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10/10/2007 08:10:00 PM

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

THE WATER DOG

Brief Description
Dogs will never let you down, they are honest, and faithful, they put others first but often worry too much.

Positive Traits
attentive, well meaning, helpful, warm-hearted, altruistic, modest, devoted, philosophical, dutiful, discreet, intelligent and enthusiastic

Negative Traits
nasty, mean-spirited, disagreeable, bad-tempered, self-righteous, judgmental, quarrelsome, accusing, nervous, anxious and impossible to live with

General Description of All Dogs
Dogs can be a bit overwhelming, due in part to their attentive natures. They can march in and take control of a situation, even when it doesn't involve them directly. This can lead people to think Dogs are nosy or gossipy, but in reality, he just means well. Money and status don't matter to the Dog. He is more concerned with the welfare of his family and friends and will do whatever it takes to help them out of a tight squeeze or a rough spot. Once Dogs determine a subject of interest, they usually master that before taking off for a new adventure. They like to finish what they start. They are honest and trustworthy people, ethically strong and morally kept. They make loyal friends and companions.

Detailed Descriptionof The Water Dog
These Dogs have great foresight and are well-educated on many different things. This quality helps them appreciate other points of view, making them quite flexible and liberal. They are easygoing, but this can cause them to be too spendthrift with money and less loyal with friends. Still, because of their flexible natures and their ability to appreciate difference, these Dogs always have friends and are usually popular people.

The Dog Lover
Dogs can be overly shy when making friends or courting someone. If they are interested, they want to make certain you are as well before expressing any interest. They are emotionally sensitive people, who don't take wounds to the heart very easily. As a lover, Dogs are compassionate, supportive partners, eager to hear about your day at work or the project you just finished. They share the highs and lows of being in love, defending their partners to anyone who attacks them.

The Dog At Work
Dogs are resourceful and eager to help out at work. Dogs will take on more work if it means less work for their peers. They enjoy learning new skills and as a result are cherished employees. A Dog's just and fair nature comes in handy when in positions of leadership where decisions have to be made.

Well Suited Dog Occupations
Nurses, Interior decorators, Counselors, Priests, Politicians, Judges, Clerks, Police officers, Psychiatrists, Scientists, Teachers, Professors

Dog Health
Dogs are balanced individuals. They maintain their health through happiness. The quickest way to tell a Dog is sick is to test his character. If he's sad or depressed, it probably means he's ill. He can usually weather any sort of illness, and is prepared to maintain resilience when fighting a disease.

Money and The Dog
Dogs work hard and spend wisely. They do not work to buy luxurious things. They work to secure a future for their families. They generally have hidden savings accounts for future family endeavors such as family vacations and college tuitions.

THE SIGN OF AQUARIUS

A tendency to human love and understanding is decidedly Aquarian.

Aquarians are people who care about the sorrows and poverty of others.

Aquarians are Samaritans who lie awake nights worrying about starvation and drought.

Aquarians wish they might do something about the miseries of their fellow men.

Aquarians care.

As Aquarians dream of reaching out to help and are thus crusaders for the good of mankind, they don't always have a tremendous amount of time to spend at home.

Aquarians are worldly and other-oriented. Sometimes, their families come last. In their zeal to save the world Aquarians often forget to buy the dog food.

Aquarians are cool customers. Before committing any act or making any major decision, Aquarians think things through. They prefer peace to conflict. It's not that they don't have strong opinions or shrink before confrontation. It's just that Aquarians like to remain detached and aloof from banalities. For that reason, they prefer not to get involved in terrestrial "nonsense" such as petty arguments or domestic tumult.

Aquarians need no one. You will often find them living alone or as an aloof partner in marriages where their mate travels a lot. It is easy for Aquarians to have a few parallel lives, as they never let one hand know what the other is doing.

They are pleasant people and usually very honest-in their own way. They can, however, be considered selfish, as they like to behave according to their personal style. They don't enjoy being told what to do.

Aquarians are not dictatorial. But they like power. Yet they won't use force to achieve their goals.

Aquarians are clever and elusive characters to whom stratagem is second nature.They surround themselves with friends and are usually liked by all. But, in a strange way, Aquarians are not really connected to terrestrial matters. They tend to hover about three feet over their own heads all the time and seem to be observing life from a silent helicopter position.

It is said that Aquarius is the sign of madness or great power. More United States presidents were born in Aquarius than in any other sign.You can be the intimate friend of an Aquarian and expect to see him once a year.

Aquarius won't require too much of their mates. Aquarians are really very eccentric. If you love an Aquarian, don't hang on him or her. Don't pry into her private life, and above all, when your Aquarian shows up after a two-month absence from your life, don't ask questions. Just "Hello. How are you?" Aquarians detest rendering accounts.

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10/09/2007 11:37:00 PM

boring.. and tiring at work :( nth much to update.. sianz...

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10/09/2007 10:05:00 PM

Friday, September 21, 2007

hmm.. been thinking thru alot of time.. (Maybe I tink too much) hai~~ Shd I change a new job?

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9/21/2007 08:15:00 PM

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

hmmm.. dun ask me why.. dun ask me how come.. coz i also dunno... :)

tinking alot recently on my job.. my love life.. my everything.. i have been tinking if i shd change my job, shd i go for another job?

but in the end.. i applied for 2 MSO posts in MFA and of coz my parent's company.. MOF hahaha :) hope if they transfer my service, then haha i will work in office alr lol :) but then.. that will be a pay diff wor haha due to the allowance all tat.. but nvm.. i might be happier..

Is not that I dun like my current job. is juz tat, i nv expect the retiree is such a three-legged person.. hai~~ "Po" so much till i cant take it.. hai~~ nv expect tat to happen on a retiree..

As for my life.. hmm dunno.. leave it to fate ba hahaha..

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9/18/2007 11:33:00 PM

Sunday, September 16, 2007

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9/16/2007 01:22:00 AM

Monday, September 10, 2007

wah wah... enjoyed myself with Celia.. Sarah.. and Conyee.. haha went down to The Banana Leaf Apolo..hmm.. in the end.. we went to the wrong Banana Leaf haha.. but hmm.. everything went well.. Ate and chat. and laugh alot.. really miss those days when we are in poly..

hmm can i go back to the old days?????

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9/10/2007 10:30:00 PM

Sunday, September 09, 2007

haha three idiotic faces of me.. haha.. sianz.. nth better to do.. juz an update of my latest face.. haa.. no change.. still as idiotic as usual.

Did nth much tis whole week.,. juz work like hell lol.. hmm.. dunno why am i working like hell lol..

hmm.. i wonder when will I have the time to find a company... lol.. sometimes tinking back... i really wasted toom uch time on work? why muz i work so hard? haha but hmm for those who noe me.. u will noe why coz.. i dun like to depend on others.. so i rather work like hell and get wat i really want.. but.. sometimes i really feel lonely :(

went down to Causeway point and ate dinner with Jialian.. went down to Singtel Hello!Shop.. haha hmm got to noe a gal.. 18yrs old.. studying in SP lol.. but hmm she too young for me.. wah.. tats 7yrs younger..

hmm... sometimes.. i really wonder.. shd I go back? shd I not? hai.. headache ah!!! :@

A lot of my friends are already either married.. with baby.. or getting marry.. haha when will be my turn?

confuse!@!@!@!@!@!

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9/09/2007 09:29:00 PM

Sunday, September 02, 2007

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9/02/2007 10:54:00 PM

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Sometimes I do tink.. shd I go and study a degree? or shd I juz leave it as it is.. a diploma?

See most of my friends are getting degree.. and me? diploma? but some of my friends still holding on to wat they are having.. but shd I?

Thought of upgrading myself.. but.. where is the $$ which I need? study means $$.. no $$ how to upgrade? now I need to work as I am repaying back my father CPF monthly.. so hmm tats a monthly tied down for me.. $200 a month.. hai...

TO GET A DEGREE? OR NOT TO GET A DEGREE AND STAY AS A DIPLOMA HOLDER?

PLEASE ADVISE.... hai....

~~Leaving Everything to ^ReNeW^~~
8/26/2007 11:36:00 PM

It had been awhile since I last post.. hmm.. well was having high fever the past week.. only get to recover fully recently.. well.. guess is the lack of slp tat leads to my sickness.. haha but no choice... work more impt :) I told myself.. I wanna to climb up my new job.. wanna change a new me.. wanna change alot of thing.. dun wanna go back to the past.. lol no more customers service lol...

hmm.. sometimes i really wonder.. shd I go back to office work or stay as what i am now? but if i go back office.. no more OT.. no more allowance meaning lesser $$ :( hai.. but i am really very tired.. really wanna take a rest.. shd I or shd I not?

But I enjoy wat I am doing now.. just tat is getting very tired compare to last time.. at least when I am in ST.. I feel happier.. more energy.. when 1 is tired.. all is tired.. at least over there no one compare here and there which I felt very strong here.. hai.. is it my feeling tat runs? or isit the truth tat is behind everything? I really dunno.. I wish I noe the answer..

sometimes.. I do really tink back.. shd I leave McDonald last yr? at least I have more time compare to now?but if i dun leave.. will i be able to survive in this world? where $$ is everything now?

after the gov announce that CPF can only be taken out at the age of 65.. i really tink.. by then wil the age goes up again? does tat mean we have to work all our life thru? cant even take out our own money with has been tied down by the gov? are they "protecting" us or are they afraid that when we take away all the $$, we will leave Singapore? really dunno.. cant tink.. and dun wan to tink.. coz I believe by the time, the age will go up to 70.. hai.. meaning.. cannot take out our own $$ at all.. FORCE SAVING :*( tats wat we noe in Singapore.. hahahaha

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8/26/2007 07:20:00 PM

Sunday, August 05, 2007

Random Photos from my Bangkok trip from 28 July to 31 July 2007








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8/05/2007 04:56:00 PM

Monday, July 16, 2007

hmm watch Harry Potter.. hmm so so only.. not really nice actually haha but woo.. alot of chio gals hahaha...

hmm.. going Thailand from 28 Jul to 30 Jul.. lol hope can enjoy there.. lol..

When is my Australia trip coming.......

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7/16/2007 10:49:00 PM

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Transformer.. Robots in disguise... COOL movie.. I give it a 5 over 5...Watched with David.. I dun mind to watch it over again... Is the best movie ever.. :) the robots.. the cars.. the machines.. u name it.. they got it... the story lines.. funny.. exciting.. excellent.. realistic.. mystery.. haha.. cant find an excellent words to describe it.. ahah.. All in all.. a BEST movie..

going to watch harry potter with my BMT best buddy.. then Simpsons.. with Joel hopefully hahaha... hmmm Rush hours 3 with who leh??? hahhaha.. i also not sure yet...

hmm ever since i joined my current work.., i cant seems to find time to spend with my family.. brothers... friends... hai.. when will i ever have the time again :(...

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7/15/2007 02:16:00 AM

Friday, July 13, 2007

YOUR REPORT CARD:
Category	Grade
Love	B
Friends and Family	A+
Body	A
Mind	A+
Finance / Career	A
Your Life's Average Grade: A
'What" is your Life Grade?' at QuizGalaxy.com

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7/13/2007 12:05:00 AM

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

歌手：金莎 专辑：不可思议

闪烁不停爱的信息
三言两语扣进心里
捂住脸呵口气
才不轻易泄露了心情
仅仅傻笑而已
也能够彻夜想你
爱到不可思议创世纪到末期
不用甜言蜜语其实我爱的
是你是你
烦恼的是我虽然很粗心
但我会很努力
爱到不可思议越老却越美丽
牙掉了没关系皮肤皱皱也
爱你爱你
就孩子气这一百分的相遇
就是我和你
你的信息传个不停
随时提醒甜蜜关系
丢个硬币决定
每天应该说几遍爱你
不仅思念而已看看我
无懈的坚定

Like this song alot.. lots of memories triggered.. hmm tinking of the beautiful past :)
Shall I approach her again?? Will I have time for her??
Now I cant even have a proper time set for family and friends.. do I have time for her??
Any suggestions?

~~Leaving Everything to ^ReNeW^~~
7/10/2007 11:31:00 PM

Sunday, July 08, 2007

wah super long nv post.. hmm been busy.. and haha also.. went genting from 6 Jul to 8 Jul.. so hmm.. will post once I got my pic hehe.. :)

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7/08/2007 11:32:00 PM

Sunday, June 24, 2007

ICT = In Camp Training from 18 June 2007 to 30 June 2007.. And it S*cks.. well.. boring in camp and no chance to book out.. and doing stupid things which they think we are still NSF.. haha pls.. i wanna slack.. but i tink i really slack alot compare to last year.. haha :) but hmm..well.. at least is slacker compare to last yr haha..

well.. this in camp really is much better compare to the last as the stuffs I am doing is getting better.. and easier haha.. hmm well.. at least i can slp compare to last yr.. hmm.. will tis remain the same through out my yrs of ICT? hai~~~

heard next yr is Low Key.. hmm.. meaning.. 1 week? haha.. but i will be going on course.. so hope will clock one easy high key haha..

Cant wait to go back to work.. all the $$ i have lost when i go ICT haha.. hmm... hai why i cant have make up pay lol... going eat grass in August.. lol... till then.. :)

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6/24/2007 04:25:00 PM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

hmm.. i really dunno wat am i doing and if i had done the correct thing.. I dunno why i keep tinking abt the past.. feeling different.. i dunno how to explain the feeling..

cant get my mind off off her.. hmm why is it the way?

Am i suppose to treat everyone the same??

Working life sux more nowadays when there is an idiot who tink he is a biggest fuc* ard to command ppl.. pls i dun buy this type of things.. u wan u work.. coz we are all working under the same company.. so u tink u wanna ato command then u go ahead to somewhere u tink there is a need for u to command ard.. maybe back to ur prison there no one dare to show u black face like i did to u..coz to me.. i dun like ppl to boss ard with me.. and i HATE ppl to BOSS Me...

Unless u are more experience than me in the field then u can boss me ard.. BUT even u are experience u also cannot BOSS ppl ard like tat wat.. those ppl who are more experienced than u also nv did tat to me lor.. now still tinking where shd i ask for posting :(

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6/12/2007 11:36:00 PM

Friday, June 01, 2007

wah time really flies.. is already 1 June 2007.. haha and I am in my new job for around 7 mths.. haha tats long and fast..

Working life is getting suxer as time goes by lol.. dun ask why coz i also dunno how to explain why...

Wondering still.. am i in the correct job? i really dunno haha.. but i love my current job.. but how come the feeling is different when i worked in McDonald? Can someone tell me why?

I wanna to save alot alot haha.. hmmm coz i tink money is not enough.. so i wanna to save a lot and enjoy myself after i tink i have save enough haha...

Now that I have gotta myself two credit cards.. i tink i am half way thru my plan haha.. but hmm cant be too happy yet...

Standard Chartered and POSB dun give me ur card.. nvm.. i still got Citibank hehe.. hmm.. but i still prefer to have Standard Chartered lol.. dunno why but i tink they have better cards haha.. hmm.. wah.. tink i will cancel my Xtra saver account when is due in 2yrs time.. and my Citibank Clear card when is due next yr.. (kanna cheated.. thought is 3yrs waiver) haha...

Sianz cant slp.. dunno wat to do.. nvm i tink i go play game then.. till then..

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6/01/2007 12:46:00 AM

Sunday, May 20, 2007

All About Aquarius

Aquarius Characterisctics and Profile

The symbol for Aquarius is the Water-Bearer, a universal man who is pouring forth water from a jug. This universal man represents the community of mankind.

The waters of life flow, like ideas coming from the unrestrained mind.

Many people mistakenly think that Aquarius is a water sign, but it is an intellectual air sign.

As such, Aquarius can be interested in concepts and ideas.

Because of its universality, Aquarius can seem somewhat detached from personal emotions.

It's not that you Aquarius don't have feelings; it's just that yours are different from most others.

You dance to the beat of a different drummer.

Aquarius can be good communicators as long as you stay in the mental realms.

Aquarius are friendly, but can become uncomfortable as you discuss your feelings.

In fact, your friends are very important to you and Aquarius might be involved with groups of like-minded people in a social club, a political action group or a public service group.

The Aquarius motto could be Einstein's "Great spirits have often encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds."

And yours is a great spirit, sometimes erratic and sometimes brilliant.

You know much about yourself and the world, but knowing everything can be an obstacle to your own happiness.

Your practice is twofold.

First, you must learn how to separate your crazy notions from what is important.

And second, you need to learn how to respond to the opposition you encounter without making it difficult for yourself.

Element: Air

The astrological element of air represents movement.

And the most efficient movement between two points is often a thought.

Air signs are thinkers.

They emphasize the intellect over other functions.

With active minds and a good command of language, the air signs are the natural born communicators.

They can be light and breezy as the breath of spring, but their words can also carry the power of a gale force wind.The air of Aquarius can be like the winds after a lightning strike.

Large amounts of air are moved around suddenly in such a storm, and that which survives this intensity gets to enjoy the calm after the storm.

Eleventh House:

FutureThe Eleventh House is sometimes called the House of Friends, Hopes and Dreams. Friends will support our dreams of the future.

Here, in the Eleventh House, we're not concerned with our day-to-day responsibilities.

Instead, we are thinking about our ideal situation and dreaming of ways to get there.

Whether we do or not is less important than keeping the dreams alive.

Key Planet:

UranusUranus is the weirdest planet in the solar system.

Its north pole faces the Sun and its Moons spin around it backwards.

As such, Uranus symbolizes the eccentric and unique things in our lives.

It is associated with brilliance -- even if short-lived. And, like lightning, Uranus can release the hidden tensions suddenly and with great immediacy.

In fact, Uranus is often the astrological culprit when our lives are turned upside-down.

As the key planet of Aquarius, it encourages us to rebel against social injustices and to seek freedom of expression in our lives.

Aquarius Greatest Strength:

Your eclectic way of seeing things

Aquarius Possible Weakness:

Know-it-all attitude puts others off

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5/20/2007 05:04:00 PM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

hmmm Blogger having alot of problem recently.. cant log in to blog.. haha is blogger down? haha.. nvm nvm.. now here for me to blog.. lol. wat rubbish am i toking..

well.. i also not sure wat to blog abt coz most of the things i wanna to reflect could not be written down here... coz due to the classification of the work... so haha maybe u wannanoe more.. meet me i tell u haha abit of it wahaha... or maybe none.. lol

hmm now i realise.. i really spend lesser time at home compare to my previous work.. no time for friends.. family.. my brothers.. my everything.. do i choose the correct path? or shd I step back now and go back to wat I am previously? or shd I request to go back office hrs? hai really dunnoe..how i wish i will be transfer to Suppression.. haha.. not a bad choice there.. hehe..

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5/15/2007 10:02:00 PM

Sunday, May 13, 2007

hmm.. since a long time i last post haha.. hmm coz work are stacking up high in the sky.. hai when can i finish them.. incoming are new cases... but i still got old cases yet to clear.. sianz..

Getting tired very easily recently.. haha and body aching all over.. hmm do i need to go for a check ? or juz leave it? hmm well.. see how in the later part...

now.. my routine kinda fix lol.. 10am work till 7 to 9 hrs later than go home wahaha.. wat a good way of working lol..

nth to write abt..oh... forgot.. went to watch Spiderman 3 with Agnes, Katherine,Xinyi and Ah Yong at Shaw House.. haha not bad a show.. i give it a 3 out of 5.. coz kinda long winded also hahah..

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5/13/2007 12:14:00 AM

Sunday, May 06, 2007

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5/06/2007 10:08:00 PM

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

wah time really flies... now is already May 2007.. and wah I have been working in my new job for 6mths alr.. haha.. hmmm but till now.. i still very blur on what i am suppose to do.. I still prefer SIB where there is alot of people i can learn from.. alot who is willingly to teach.. people who care to teach.. not like my current team where everyone juz tink of themselves.. when i need to work in the morning... ask me to take off.. when u got things to do in the afternoon u can ask all to work in the morning.. then u take off also la.. y i need to take when u dun need to.. isit tat very de lor.. who are u man.. after all i still higher rank than u and more experience in current job than u.. but haha to me.. i am juz happy go lucky.. juz like tat lor..

later going back at 8am to clear all my paperwork... hmm.. why shd i put u all 8am when i am working and u are not.. sorry i will not accept tat.. if u put then i will change according tats all.. nth much to say.. haha dun play with me with the system, coz everything u need to answer for.. u wanna to play bad boys i can play double bad with u lor..

So in other words dun ever make me angry or step on my tail.. i will return u in double or even triple.. haha.. u wait and see..

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5/02/2007 12:57:00 AM

Sunday, April 15, 2007

hmm.. dunno why feel very different recently.. well hard to explain the feeling.. keep tinking of the past.. hmm the feeling of well.. dun say leh. but i cant face it.. WHY??

shd i go back? or shd i not? do i have the power? do i have the time? i really dunno.. hai so many things and y am i tinking this way?

Test is coming up.. hai no time to study.. no time to revise.. hai cant remember anything i studied :(

hope time will mend everyting.. hope all the best for my test :)

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4/15/2007 11:49:00 PM

Friday, April 13, 2007

hmm.. been rushing btw work and hospital is few days.. but i tink is worth it.. afterall she is my mother.. and when she carried me in ur body 10mths b4 i got to see the world in 1982... tats y to me.. mother is always the greatest woman on the earth..

She seems alright since her admission.. tats good sign i hope :) hmm.. hope she will discharge soon.. coz i believe she is also worried... coz everytime i go over to hospital, she eyes seem watery when we left her for the day.. but no choice.. cant stay there long haha.. hmm.. really hope she will recover fast :)..

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4/13/2007 11:58:00 PM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Working half way thru.. my mother called me crying and told me tat she was referred by polyclinic to hospital at A&E for liver infection might be hepatitis too or even stones growing in the body..I was so shocked and was worried also..hai was so confuse on wat to do.. hai..

Left after settling all my work and left in taxi to Changi General Hospital, waited for my mother tgt with my sister.. waited at A&E and checks were done on mother and she was warded for further observation.. hai.. went thru all the procedures hmm.. tats very confusing.. but nvm at least now i noe my mother will receive medical attention. Hope she will recover fast.. I wanna to see her active as before.. :(

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4/11/2007 11:10:00 PM

Sunday, April 08, 2007

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4/08/2007 12:33:00 AM

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Watch Mr Bean with Agnes and my youngest Sister.. haha.. lame show.. but ok la.. laughter is the best medicine. :) so well.. juz take it i am having medicine due to sickness hahaha.. :)

THe show is still acceptable.. but kinda repeated of a few Mr Bean's how on TV. so hmm still can watch :).. i give it a 3 out of 5 stars :)

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3/25/2007 04:04:00 PM

Sunday, March 11, 2007

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3/11/2007 11:30:00 PM

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25 Jan 1982

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